You know how life really seems to stack up all the suckiness on you at once? Well that's how I'm feeling right now. I just found out that this awesome job that I've been trying for is not gonna happen. I've been hoping to get this job for at least 2 months now, and now I find out that the position isn't going to be avail. any time in the near future. Really f*ing sucks!

The other thing is that I just cannot get into Halloween this year. Halloween is usually one of my favorite holiday's during the year, and this year I could really care less. Which really sucks for my 3&1/2 year old son, because he is really into it. I've only watched Nightmare Before Christmas twice this season, when by now I've watched it at least 7 times...

And of course with the job not happening, our financials are in the toilet, and will stay there. My hubby and I want to have another child, but if I can't come up with some way to make more money, then it's not gonna happen. Or if we can pay off our debt, but the Lotto isn't doing us any good...

Just not a good time for me, and I don't know what to do about it, so thought I'd vent on my journal. Thanks for listening